What i am thinking....

There are so many things I want to say but I can't. Feelings, emotions, thoughts, ideas. I want to open my mouth and emit a frequency so high that you could not hear it, but feel it, and then you would understand what I been trying to tell you. I am the light that will shine in the darkest hour and I don't know how I know it, but I do. I feel it in my every being. I am ready to glow. I am ready to go. There's such a fabulous, amazing,incredible story inside me but that is to be sold and not told. I want to tell it so bad because it's always evolving and at this rate, I won't know where to end.

When choosing between following your heart or following your head, which do you choose? I am such a dreamer and I love a good plot twist, so I have typically been one to always follow my heart. Right or wrong, the heart wants what it wants, right? Bullshit. My friend Sci is always on me to do my math and make sure things add up. Simply put, it means, examine the shit you are doing and the logical outcome and only act on shit that is going to make sense for you, make sure it adds up. Bullshit. I'll tell you why. When my heart is set on something, it takes over and will often defy any reasonable logic. So, the real question then becomes, which is stronger, your brain or your heart. As intelligent and knowledgeable and futuristically forward as I am, I would have to say my heart wins, hands down, because it wants what it wants and knows how to get it. But I think I might have figured out a way to short circuit the system.

Stay Tuned........