What does one make of this??

I had the craziest 2 dreams last night, or this morning. I was in Los Angeles and on some block and there was a bunch of people out who I seemed to know. It's some girls birthday and everyone was throwing money on the ground for her and I only had $1 and someone lent me $6 to throw down. At some point, there's some guy in a parked car that gets shot and everyone is all sad and upset as the word spreads around. I ended up walking down some block and I see a building for a company called "Bayward Mac" and this young kid is kinda far away and I see him pull on a ski mask and start fumbling with a gun. I start running and I ended up running into a mall and I see Nana (my Nana) and my niece and I am telling them come on and hurry up and they are just taking their time.  

I jumped outta my sleep and it was like 5:45 am so I went back to sleep and I was in California again, in a Blood neighborhood. I wasen't from there but I was with someone who was. At some point were in a party in someones apartment and I can just feel the energy and me not being wanted there. Someone approaches me and things escalate real quick and I got the whole neighborhood in my face and they got me cornered. Some one says something about me staring too much in peoples faces or something, you know, the kind of $hit people say when they are just trying to pop something off. So they get on my mans face too for bringing me through. They jump us and are hitting us with bats and what not. But the thing is, I didn't hurt and I think I was aware I was dreaming.

I jumped outta my sleep. Feeling very anxious. Everything is Eventual.

On another note, but maybe somehow all intertwined. She came today. I knew she would. Anyone who knows, knows. Via text.  The thing is we are still connected. Electrically or some kind of energy. We've had no contact in like 6 months but I felt her coming and I told someone.(Hi Kia:0) I am not crazy, the signs really do be there, you just have to learn how to see them but they are there.  I entertained it for a split second but no need for a relapse, I been clean for six months now. True, no one likes a quitter but I know, where I am headed, she is not. The games, the riddles,  I can't go back. Funny thing is that she made me totally 2nd guess a poor decision I made earlier and I had to re-evaluate myself and who I am becoming and do something differently and by that tiny but vital increment, I grew :) . When you are at the fork in the road, and trust me, there are many, always go to the light and you will not go wrong and that my friends , is EPIC...;0)