Life is such an amazing journey and it's so tragic because while moving along through it, we tend to forget what we are doing in the first place. WE ARE LIVING. High's and low's being equal, life is a very incredible, amazing, indescribable experience. It is like your very own personal 3-D movie, all day, everyday and here is the sinker, you, I, we, get to control the outcome of the movie. It's all in the choices.
I forgave my father, no, I apologized to my father, well actually, I did both. I am ready to move on. Shortcomings and all, I know a lot of people who had worse and if I am really being level headed (for now), I know he had a father who was a good man, but not a great father as well and when I compare it to his upbringing, he made great strides. All that aside, all he really had to do was give me life, and he did that, the rest is up to me.
Spoke to Alia the other day and the first thing out of her mouth was when am I coming back....I know she misses me, sheesh, I miss her like crazy, but hearing her say that really made me feel like crap. That being said, I know what must be done. Success will never find me without her..A good women told me that once (not about her but about Alia) and she was right.
In life, all the signs are clearly marked for you, you just have to open your eyes and be committed to following them, regardless of where you think you want to go.
Ok, I've said enough, I am going to eat my two chicken pot pies. (don't you just love them?)
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