what i am thinking right now.....

I have been thinking, I've been cheating...kinda. I can't really do this blog without really sharing myself with you (whoever reads this). It's cool to put you on to what I think is hot and share my photography with you but how can I expect you to connect with me, if I don't let you in??? That being said, I think I will do a daily or semi-daily or weekly or something, posting, where I will let you know exactly what I am thinking right now..........

I spoke to an ex-girlfriend today, Kali and it ended with me feeling like I am def on the right path. We ended badly, strike that, we ended ugly. She wrote an ugly blog about me, I had a few choice words or thoughts for her and in the end, we were two adults who could not part ways without the parting shots. 

Two years later, she just had her daughter six weeks ago , who is very adorable (she sent me a pic) and she sounds truly happy. We had to part ways so she could go and become a mom and find her happiness and me, I still had a few lessons to learn......lol

On another note, she still has my dog Haze and that makes me so happy because I really dug that dog and only left him because when we parted ways I had no dog friendly home to take him to and she insisted, she was keeping him.  I always figured she probably got bored of him and got rid of him and since we didn't speak, I never really knew but........she still got him and he is still very clumsy according to her. (he really was a very clumsy puppy)

My brother asked me how could I even speak to her after all that went down. (he didn't ask in a bad way but more out of curiosity, if you know what I mean) You know what, I cannot hold a grudge. I always think is my 2nd biggest weakness because I cannot stay mad at people but I will never change that, because I love that about myself. When you are bitter and upset, even subconsciously, it eats @ you, it's like cancer. When you are openhearted and forgiving, it allows others to forgive you and trust me, we all need it @ one time or another. 

Spread love ya'll...don't mean to be corny but it really does feel so much better :0)

"Haze"